“The downside of coming off junk was I knew I would need to mix with my friends again in a state of full consciousness. It was awful. They reminded me so much of myself, I could hardly bear to look at them.”—Trainspotting (via chinchinchong)
My boyfriend just told me he wants me to “be normal”, “have normal hair” and clothes, and “do normal things”. What do I do ?please I’m shaking and crying so hard I don’t know what to do.. please help me.
That was seriously one of the worst experiences in my life. What the fuck. Yet, I must say, I couldn’t have done it without Chris… that was just awful and I never want to be in the state of Alabama ever again, ever.
“I hate you x 1000. Why can’t you just be happy with who I am? You say you are, but you’re a fucking liar. Maybe if you dated a 40 y.o. woman your step mom would actually like her. Because she obviously doesn’t like me because I am obviously such a horrible person I guess. I’ll never be good enough. I’ll never be blonde enough. And i’ll never emphasize the go fuck yourself enough.”—